haha. inii g baru ajah pulang dari desa yang namanya bojong honje.
ksana itu penuh perjuangan dan tantangan.
g harus memikul backpack yang beratnya hampir seperempat berat bdan g --"
tapiii dsana ada byk hal lucu, dan kocak..hehe.
dimulai dari hari pertama.
saat itu g lagi mandi di mck dari bambu,
di dpan pintu ditutupin sama temen g, si acil.
soalnya ga bsa ditutup. hahaha
laluu g keramas dgn segala keterbatasan yang ada.
bisa mandi aja syukur. berasa kyk telanjang di dpan umum..
(di depan banyak yang lagi ngobrol n ketawa ktiwi)
okeh,jdi waktu masi keramasin rmbut..tiba"..
acil : "aduhh nek,g tiba-tiba sakit perutt"
g : "duh,terus gmana dong cil? tahan bentar yahh"
acil : "aduhh,,ga bisa nek. ini udah sakit bangett.
g masuk yah, numpang boker? sori yaa nek"
g : (kebingungan) "ehh,,iah deh. tunggu sbntar ya,g pake anduk"
maka itulah kenangan terindah g dan acil.
g mandi, dia boker --"
hari kedua..
di rumah pak RT,,
pak anky : "kamu udah kasih makan ikan belum?"
g : (lagi-lagi kebingungan)
dalam hati : ohh,,ikan di empang bsa dikasi makan yahhh..
ternyata maksudnya itu udah buang hajat belum..
soalnya kalo buang hajat itu di empang,
dsana ikan-ikan siap menyerbu apa yang engkau keluarkan o_O
teruus ada juga yang begini..
bu merlyn : "saya ini kan penduduk desa bojong honje loh"
yumi : (dengan tampang kaget,agak percaya)
"beneran bu?"
ditariklah kesimpulan kalo bu mer itu penipu ulung..
atau yumi yang terlalu polos?wkwk ;p
dan sbenernyaa sih masi byk cerita lucu laennya..
tapi entah kenapa kalo di tulis begini jdi ga seruu,,
dan jadi lupa. haha..
jdii yaa tar kalo ingett g tambahinn lagi deh ;)
Jumat, 22 Januari 2010
Jumat, 15 Januari 2010
Because i'm a girl-kiss
It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart
You told me that you wanted me
And now that I've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way
And said that I was special
I believed in you..and it was my happiness
They say that when you give a guy all he wants
He quickly gets bored
And now I know that's the truth..
And although I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love and my heart is broke again
Please don't break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love
I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard
You should have told me that your feeling had faded
I had no idea and I continued to depend on you
Although I say I hate you now, I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything
horrible story of love
Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart
and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person,
no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart
and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person,
no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
revenge
okehh.
g baru memikirkan ini tapi ingat lagi,
kalo kita harus saling mengasihi.
ughh, itu ga akan mudah kalo orang yg harus dikasihi
adalah yang pernah bikin u sakit.
dan yaah siapa sihh yang ga pernah disakitin?
semua pernah, termasuk g.
dan tadi, bener" baru nih..
g baru ajah liat sesuatu yang menyebalkan.
g lihat orang yang menipu g membeberkan kalo g tertipu
dan dia malah ketawa. oh dunia macam apa ini?
padahal sama" beragama, sama" percaya Tuhan..
astaga. gilaaa bgt ya? haha.
tapi karena ga boleh balas dendam,
g jadi kepikiran versi lain dari revenge.
g ga pengen ketemu dia lagi *seumur idup kalo bisa*
tapii kalopun harus ketemu suatu saat nanti,
tentunya lamaaaa bgt yah..
saat itu, g bisa bikin dia sadar sama perbuatannya
dan nyeseeeeeeel senyesel-nyeselnya orang yang pernah nyesel
karena udah menipu g..
bukan dengan cara yang menyeramkan tentunya,,
tapi dengan halus namun tegas dan bkinn dia sadar.
huffh. bertobatlah!
g baru memikirkan ini tapi ingat lagi,
kalo kita harus saling mengasihi.
ughh, itu ga akan mudah kalo orang yg harus dikasihi
adalah yang pernah bikin u sakit.
dan yaah siapa sihh yang ga pernah disakitin?
semua pernah, termasuk g.
dan tadi, bener" baru nih..
g baru ajah liat sesuatu yang menyebalkan.
g lihat orang yang menipu g membeberkan kalo g tertipu
dan dia malah ketawa. oh dunia macam apa ini?
padahal sama" beragama, sama" percaya Tuhan..
astaga. gilaaa bgt ya? haha.
tapi karena ga boleh balas dendam,
g jadi kepikiran versi lain dari revenge.
g ga pengen ketemu dia lagi *seumur idup kalo bisa*
tapii kalopun harus ketemu suatu saat nanti,
tentunya lamaaaa bgt yah..
saat itu, g bisa bikin dia sadar sama perbuatannya
dan nyeseeeeeeel senyesel-nyeselnya orang yang pernah nyesel
karena udah menipu g..
bukan dengan cara yang menyeramkan tentunya,,
tapi dengan halus namun tegas dan bkinn dia sadar.
huffh. bertobatlah!
dream guy and personality love test
sekalii lagi, ini hanya quiz..
jadi bisa salah bisa juga bener..
okeyy,,here we go!
My dream guy:
Here is the analysis:
He is always happy. Sports are his favorite. He enjoys parties and being part of the crowd. You can be recruited as his girl if you enjoy being around his bunch of friends, doing the things he does. If you are into sports, it'll be even easier.
*mirip seseorang*
My personality love test
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high. *ugh*
jadi bisa salah bisa juga bener..
okeyy,,here we go!
My dream guy:
Here is the analysis:
He is always happy. Sports are his favorite. He enjoys parties and being part of the crowd. You can be recruited as his girl if you enjoy being around his bunch of friends, doing the things he does. If you are into sports, it'll be even easier.
*mirip seseorang*
My personality love test
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high. *ugh*
The Real Me -quiz version-
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm.
Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you.
You are far from sweet and proper your intriguing personality fascinates them.
Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life.
You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves.
You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice.
You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person.
They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet.
Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes.
When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person.
Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
yang ada disini baik" semua yahh..haha. jadi senang..
tapi yaa kayak yg g bilang di atas, ada yang bener, dan mungkin ada yg enggak..
jadi bijaksanalah dalam membaca :)
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm.
Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you.
You are far from sweet and proper your intriguing personality fascinates them.
Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life.
You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves.
You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice.
You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person.
They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet.
Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes.
When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person.
Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
yang ada disini baik" semua yahh..haha. jadi senang..
tapi yaa kayak yg g bilang di atas, ada yang bener, dan mungkin ada yg enggak..
jadi bijaksanalah dalam membaca :)
quiz result about who am i
Jadii,,waktu itu g liat notes dari seorang temen g di facebook..
terus notesnya kayak tentang dirinya gitu, di tag ke temen" deketnya..
terus di bawahnya ada link quis ini..jdi yaa g cobaa ajah..
dann inilah hasilnyaa..haha.
mgkinn ada yang bener, tpi ada juga yang enggak..
jdii yaa..silahkan baca ajah deh :)
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself.Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
terus notesnya kayak tentang dirinya gitu, di tag ke temen" deketnya..
terus di bawahnya ada link quis ini..jdi yaa g cobaa ajah..
dann inilah hasilnyaa..haha.
mgkinn ada yang bener, tpi ada juga yang enggak..
jdii yaa..silahkan baca ajah deh :)
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself.Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
cinta bikin kita tambah bae, atau jahat?
yakk. g kembali menulis.
kalii ini tentang cinta. suka. perasaan mengaggumi, atau apalah itu. haha.
dan sorii sebelumnya, karena ini semua g tulis dengan pemikiran g sendiri.
jadii ga ada data nyatanya. emangg blog yg parah. sorii yaa :(
oke, sesuai jdulnya..
sebenernya, cinta itu bikin kita tambah baek atau jahat?
statement ini tercetus di otak g karena menyaksikan realita. haha
dari sudut pandang g, ada seorang yang menyukai orang lain..
sebenernya ini bukan dari sudut pandang g ajah, soalnya udah banyak yang ngomong..
lalu, g perhatikan gerak-geriknya..
dan anehnya, -tapi nyata- orang yang sedang jatuh cinta ini berubah. jeng jeng.
tentu ajah ga berubah jadi superman..haha
tapi sifatnya berubah.
menjadi lebih,,egois, dan berbagai sifat buruk lainnya..
pokoknya dia akan mengusahkan supaya bisa dekat dan bersikap baik
pada orang yang dia suka.
tapi menggunakan cara-cara yang mungkin bikin teman"nya terganggu.
dan disinilah otak g mulai bekerja. haha
kalo orang jatuh cinta seharusnya dia emang berubah,
jadi lebih cakep kalo cewe, dan lebih ganteng kalo cowok.
entah pake susuk, atau mungkin dandan lamaan dikit ;p
dan sifatnya jadi lebih baik, romantis, dll deh, yang baik".
tapi yangg ini enggak. nah lohh..
seharusnya kan kalo mau bikinn orang yang kita suka itu terpukau,
kita pasti menjadi lebih baik dalam semua hal, ga cuma satu hal ajah..
yahh, dari sini sihh g dapet pelajaran ajah..
kalo misalnya mau suka sama orang,
liat" dulu ke sekitar kita..
apakah perubahan yang kita lakuin itu menggangu atau enggak..
apakah perubahan itu baik bagi kita,
dan yang terakhir tapi yang terpenting..
jangan pernah manfaatin teman" kita sebagai kambing hitam
biar bisa dekat dengan si "dia" apapun alesannya..
kecuali uda ada persetujuan dari yang bersangkutan yaa..
yahh, gitu sih pandangan g..
kalo ada yang ga berkenan, sorii ajah yaa..
:D
kalii ini tentang cinta. suka. perasaan mengaggumi, atau apalah itu. haha.
dan sorii sebelumnya, karena ini semua g tulis dengan pemikiran g sendiri.
jadii ga ada data nyatanya. emangg blog yg parah. sorii yaa :(
oke, sesuai jdulnya..
sebenernya, cinta itu bikin kita tambah baek atau jahat?
statement ini tercetus di otak g karena menyaksikan realita. haha
dari sudut pandang g, ada seorang yang menyukai orang lain..
sebenernya ini bukan dari sudut pandang g ajah, soalnya udah banyak yang ngomong..
lalu, g perhatikan gerak-geriknya..
dan anehnya, -tapi nyata- orang yang sedang jatuh cinta ini berubah. jeng jeng.
tentu ajah ga berubah jadi superman..haha
tapi sifatnya berubah.
menjadi lebih,,egois, dan berbagai sifat buruk lainnya..
pokoknya dia akan mengusahkan supaya bisa dekat dan bersikap baik
pada orang yang dia suka.
tapi menggunakan cara-cara yang mungkin bikin teman"nya terganggu.
dan disinilah otak g mulai bekerja. haha
kalo orang jatuh cinta seharusnya dia emang berubah,
jadi lebih cakep kalo cewe, dan lebih ganteng kalo cowok.
entah pake susuk, atau mungkin dandan lamaan dikit ;p
dan sifatnya jadi lebih baik, romantis, dll deh, yang baik".
tapi yangg ini enggak. nah lohh..
seharusnya kan kalo mau bikinn orang yang kita suka itu terpukau,
kita pasti menjadi lebih baik dalam semua hal, ga cuma satu hal ajah..
yahh, dari sini sihh g dapet pelajaran ajah..
kalo misalnya mau suka sama orang,
liat" dulu ke sekitar kita..
apakah perubahan yang kita lakuin itu menggangu atau enggak..
apakah perubahan itu baik bagi kita,
dan yang terakhir tapi yang terpenting..
jangan pernah manfaatin teman" kita sebagai kambing hitam
biar bisa dekat dengan si "dia" apapun alesannya..
kecuali uda ada persetujuan dari yang bersangkutan yaa..
yahh, gitu sih pandangan g..
kalo ada yang ga berkenan, sorii ajah yaa..
:D
Kamis, 14 Januari 2010
telat!
okeh. bagi yang ga tau telat itu apa,,mari g jelaskan..
gini yaa..
telat itu adalah verb 1 dari telat
dan verb 2 nya adalah teladd
dan verb 3 nya adalah telaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!
yahh,, dan begitulah apa yang terjadii pada g hari ini, tdi pagi dengan indahnya ;p
mungkin karena kmaren kcapean bkin blog ini --"
padahal pas kmaren" belajar to bsa koq bangun jem 4an..ckck..*emang niat meliburkan diri mgkin*
yahh begitulah..untungnya g ga sendiriann..ada unta yg teladd juga..
dan tasa yg ga bawa alkitab. huahaha. jdi ga sendirian depan kantor guru..hwhw.
tpii,,yg paling bkin g sebel saat telad adalah : tatapan dari guru" pembina osis.
yep. it's killing me.
emangg biasa ajah si natapnyaa,,cumaaaaaaa
g yang jadi brasa gmana gtuh..
seolah olah berbicara gini : "ya ampun. dewan osis telad? ckck. msa kayak gini?"
hufhh. g tauu emang g udahh jadi anak 'terhilang' belakangan ini..
dan rasanya telad tadi pagi nambah daftar keburukan g yang makin bertambah bukannya berkurang :(
yaah, begitulaah..g mencoba deh memperbaiki dirii.
ga pngen telad lagii. malu boo. dann yaa smoga ga hilangg lagi. haha. :)
gini yaa..
telat itu adalah verb 1 dari telat
dan verb 2 nya adalah teladd
dan verb 3 nya adalah telaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!
yahh,, dan begitulah apa yang terjadii pada g hari ini, tdi pagi dengan indahnya ;p
mungkin karena kmaren kcapean bkin blog ini --"
padahal pas kmaren" belajar to bsa koq bangun jem 4an..ckck..*emang niat meliburkan diri mgkin*
yahh begitulah..untungnya g ga sendiriann..ada unta yg teladd juga..
dan tasa yg ga bawa alkitab. huahaha. jdi ga sendirian depan kantor guru..hwhw.
tpii,,yg paling bkin g sebel saat telad adalah : tatapan dari guru" pembina osis.
yep. it's killing me.
emangg biasa ajah si natapnyaa,,cumaaaaaaa
g yang jadi brasa gmana gtuh..
seolah olah berbicara gini : "ya ampun. dewan osis telad? ckck. msa kayak gini?"
hufhh. g tauu emang g udahh jadi anak 'terhilang' belakangan ini..
dan rasanya telad tadi pagi nambah daftar keburukan g yang makin bertambah bukannya berkurang :(
yaah, begitulaah..g mencoba deh memperbaiki dirii.
ga pngen telad lagii. malu boo. dann yaa smoga ga hilangg lagi. haha. :)
Rabu, 13 Januari 2010
akhirny,,blog ini jadi loh! hahaha ;p
okeyy. pertama-tama g mau teriak : horaay! horaay! horaaay! libur tlah tibaa..
ehh,,salah..
yaa mksdnyaa.. horee udah jadii loh blog nyaa..haha.
ini berkat bantuan tasaa yg bkinin header n icel yg bantu cari background..
makasihh ya kawann :)
oiyah!
knpa namanya planetarium?
karena planetarium itu tmpat buat liat dan memplajari bintang",
dgan lebih dekatt..lebih jelas..
dan g mengibaratkan kaloo kita ini ya bintangg..
smua org adalah bintang. dan g jugaa. :D
g adalah bintang kecil yang mau mencoba bersinar, bagiin cahaya di alam smesta yg gelap ;p
nahh mulai skarangg g bkal ngocehh deh di blog inii..
dari yg bkin ksel smpe yg bkin senengg..smuaanya ada. haha.
okehh deh.. hope u enjoy it! x)
ehh,,salah..
yaa mksdnyaa.. horee udah jadii loh blog nyaa..haha.
ini berkat bantuan tasaa yg bkinin header n icel yg bantu cari background..
makasihh ya kawann :)
oiyah!
knpa namanya planetarium?
karena planetarium itu tmpat buat liat dan memplajari bintang",
dgan lebih dekatt..lebih jelas..
dan g mengibaratkan kaloo kita ini ya bintangg..
smua org adalah bintang. dan g jugaa. :D
g adalah bintang kecil yang mau mencoba bersinar, bagiin cahaya di alam smesta yg gelap ;p
nahh mulai skarangg g bkal ngocehh deh di blog inii..
dari yg bkin ksel smpe yg bkin senengg..smuaanya ada. haha.
okehh deh.. hope u enjoy it! x)
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