Kamis, 26 Agustus 2010

A Chat with God

God: Hello. Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No, who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good.

I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time.

Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God: Sure. Activity gets you busy.

But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time.

Productivity frees it.

Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out.

By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me

on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time,

by giving you some clarity. In this net era,

I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it.

Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?

God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday.

You are worrying because you are analyzing.

Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction.

Gold cannot be purified without fire.

Good people go through trials, but don't suffer.

With that experience their life becomes better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher.

She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests?

Why can't we be free from problems?

God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering

Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength.

Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance,

not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems,

we don't know where we are heading.

God: If you look outside you will not know where

you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream.

Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt

more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by others.

Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you.

Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than

knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass.

Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather than

how far you have to go. Always count your blessing,

not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?"

When they prosper, they never ask "Why me".

Everyone wishes to have truth on their side,

but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God: Seek not to find who you are,

but to determine who you want to be.

Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here.

Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God: Face your past without regret.

Handle your present with confidence.

Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God: There are no unanswered prayers.

At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.

I am so happy to start the day with a new sense of inspiration.

God: Well, Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs.

Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve.

Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

Best wishes for a good day.

Kamis, 19 Agustus 2010

Turing 18

Sooooo... what's so cool with turning 18?
well, actually..nothing.
the world still spinning, sun still shinning
they still laughing, and i'm still looking at the same spot :p

haha. okee, sebenernya ada yang cool about this.
1. Tambah gede = tambah dewasa
Semakin dewasa, artinya semakin bijak, bisa diandalkan
mandiri, dsb.
Dan tentunyaaaaa, harapan semua orang jadi tambah besar
terhadap diri u.
I mean, terkadang itu jadi beban juga buat pikul
ekspektasi yang guedeee dari orang" disekitar lo.

2. okey, lanjutan dari kemaren.
hmm, jadi mandiri.
Sebenernya sih ini mestinya udah dari dulu..
Tapi gimana yaa, setelah masuk kuliah..
g jadi bener" ngerti artinya mandiri.
Karena emang ga bisa bergantung sama siapapun,
kecuali diri u sendiri.
Meskipun ada temen, tapi tetep aja u harus mandiri.

3. The good thing is :
HEY ! God already blessed me for this last one year!
Dia masi kasi g kesempatan buat perbaikin diri,
makanya Dia kasih perpanjangan waktu buat guee.
hehehe. tauu aja si Daddy, kalo g emang belom beres :p

Kalo soal harapan kedepannya, tentu g pengen jadi
orang yang lebih baik lagi.
Uang hidupnya ga 'biasa' aja,
tapi boleh bener" dipake dan jadi berkat buat
orang laen :) *aminnnn*

Well, ini draft udah ada sejak g menginjak 18 tahun
tapi baru g publish skarang.
Emang telat n basi banget ya -____-
Tapi yaudahlah *tetep publish* haha

Kamis, 12 Agustus 2010

Love is Enough

Love is Enough!

by Ronald Steven on Wednesday, December 17, 2008 at 10:00pm


Love asks for everything, not just for a little bit, or a whole lot, but for everything...

Love is not judgemental, not blind, love sees clearly, but covers

Love covers everything ...

To grow to love someone wholly is, to be able to open up to each other, to be yourself and express your feelings without fear,

to be willing to get to know and try to understand each other,

to lay down all your worries,

to risk yourself of getting hurt and yet still choose not to be affected of it and move on,

to learn to give but not to expect anything in return (unconditional),

to sacrifice your needs in order for him/her to be happy,

to trust and believe in him/her no matter what,

to choose to be in love when you have problems,

to be brave enough to solve the problems, and then let go and move on,

to learn to totally surrender yourself to each other and have no dignity at all (coz only then, humiliation and sarcasm means nothing anymore).

Because after all, love covers everything. Love does not try to make someone a duplicate of the other,

love accepts someone for what he/she is.

And the force of love itself is able to make you want to be a better person for the other.

Nobody in the world is perfect, but love makes a person perfect to the other when he/she accepts her/him wholly, despite her/his flaws.


The saddest thing in love is to think that you have something but then you look at the person’s eyes and realize that you have nothing.

But then again, love is risky and love is foolish.

Yet I believe that it is worthed to risk everything for love, because generally, love is the greatest thing that ever happened in this world.

In fact, it is because of love that this world is created.

If you have Love, it will be enough ... love is enough

Selasa, 03 Agustus 2010

God know the best

i'm sick
yet broken
you throw salt into my wound
tear down my heart
you make it hard for me

But God want me to do good things for
the one that make me sick, make me insane.
"How come?" that's what the world asked me

I cry for many times
I fall from the highest cliff
yet He still want me to forgive
And i really don't know anything about this
I'm just hanging on His words in the Bible

"Jesus loves me this i know,
for the Bible tells me so
little ones to Him belong
they are weak but He's strong
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me
the Bible tells me so"

I keep on my faith,
I'll stand for it till the end
That Jesus never let me down
never left me behind
never leave me alone
That HE is so in love with me
and He want only the best for me
eventhough it's so damn hard
but yes, i believe God's know the best.

My Prayer :)

I pray for a man, that will be a part of my life
A man that really loves YOU more than everything
A man that will put me in the second place of his heart
A man that lives not for himself but for YOU
The most important is
I want a heart that really loves and thirsty of YOU
And have a desire to be like JESUS

And he must know for whom and for what he lives
So his life is not useless
Someone that has a wise heart
Not only a smart brain
A man that not only loves me but also respect me
A man that not only adore me
But can warn me when I am wrong
A man that loves me not because of my beauty
but my heart
A man that can be my best friend
in every time and situation
A man that make me feel like a woman
when I am beside him

I do not ask for a perfect man
But I ask for an imperfect man

A man that needs my support for his strength
A man that needs my prayer for his life
A man that needs my smile to cover his sadness
A man that needs my love so he feels being loved
A man that needs me to make his life beautiful

And I also ask
Make me be a woman that can make him proud
Give me a heart that really loves
So I can love him with Your Love
Not love him with my love

Give me Your gentle spirit

So my beauty doesn't come from my outside

but come from YOU

Give me
Your hands
That I always be able to pray for him

Give me
Your eyes
So I can see many good things in him

and not the bad one

Give me
Your mouth
that is filled with Your words

of wisdom and encouragement

So I can support him everyday

Give me
Your lips
And I will smile at him every morning

And I want that when we finally meet

Both of us can say

How great Thou Art

I know that You want us to meet at the right time
And You will make everything beautiful in Your time

-Grace Suryani-